rejection was never a good thing for anyone's ego. mine was completely shattered about 2 years ago when the person i loved most rejected me. it was the most excruciating pain i have ever felt grip me. and although i learned that fear and uncertainty takes away many things like time, moments and memories i learned too that it is still man that holds sway of his fate. just as cy did when he took back his rejection.

and yet the most excruciating pain was not excruciating enough for there was a pain more severe than rejection and that is the pain of seeing your most beloved being rejected by your family.

i wish they could see you.
the way that i see you.
because if they did, i know that they would respect and cherish you
the way that i respect and cherish you.

cy, in their behalf i offer you nothing but the sincerest of apologies. although i know that you'll say that i dont have to say anything.

i don't deserve you i know.
but im glad that you love me just the same.